Still

Between some hardest choices, but still, you're my priority. Always be my priority. Even we're not together anymore, but still, I will put you first. Even if you break my trust someday, I will answer,

"Trusting you is my decision, proving me wrong is yours".

It's been a month since we didn't meet. Then we talk and we make decision to meet again. Now, I'm in a train station, waiting for him to pick me up. My heart's beating so fast like the old good days. It was fun.

We met, we finally met. But, we didn't talk much. Then we cuddled like the old good days. I have no idea, I just miss him so bad.

I don't mind if we'll never gonna do it again, just a hug and a company, being there is already enough for me. Thank you.

I miss you, Boy. Thank you for our last meeting, I know you won't make it clear, you paid with a hug, a warm hug. That's enough.

I keep telling myseldf that I don't love you, but I'm wrong. I do love you and I know we'll never ever getting back together. Please be a good boy while you're not mine.

"I'm waiting for things to unfreeze, til you release me from the ice block".